[sticky entry] Sticky: hello again

Jul. 3rd, 2023 06:22 am
salticidae: GLaDOS from portal against a solid yellow-orange background (glados)
OK, officially dusting this thing back off for future use since it seems like twitter is finally succumbing to its horrible fate. I'll still be there until the site is done for good, but I'm also not really interested in any of the new twitter substitutes cropping up, so here I am. For now the plan is to leave most of it unlocked and only lock certain entries as I feel the need to, so if you're a friend checking up on me from any of the other sites I use you don't have to worry about making yet another account to potentially gather dust somewhere. If you do make an account, though, comment here to let me know who you are and I'll add you to my circle in whatever capacity you prefer!

(I'm also not opposed to making new friends on this site, if you find me via browsing interests or something, but my fandom capacity these days is pretty limited and I mostly enjoy "parallel play" with small groups, so that's about what you can expect from this journal.)

You can also find me on tumblr as armcontrolnerve, where my usage is going to keep being sporadically freeform in between reblogs.
salticidae: marceline singing and playing her bass (marceline)
Went and got my novavax & flu shots today, hopefully they don't knock me out too bad 🤞 Also Tilly is slowly getting more and more cuddly with me >:3 she's started climbing on top of me during her breakfast wake-up calls and sat in bed with me soliciting scritches for a good 15 minutes today too.

I started playing Dredge a few days ago and I'm enjoying it way more than I thought I would - not that I thought it was going to be like. boring or whatever, I just don't usually play fishing games so I wasn't sure what to expect. I might be playing it a little too cautiously though lol I think I totally missed my chance to investigate that big red light from the first ~week of game time. Well that's just how it goes sometimes... but I wish the fishmonger would stop rubbing it in whenever I go to sell my catch lol

Also I'm obsessed with this biscochito flavored tea I bought recently. I'd never heard of the cookies before this but the tea is delicious (it's a hojicha base with cinnamon and anise (usually I dislike anise but idk there's just something about it in this tea...)) so now I really want to try the cookies themselves (or even try making my own).
salticidae: GIR in his doggy suit, lounging between two giant bowls of cheese puffs (cheetoz)
I keep wanting to post in here more than just once a week but between work and Tilly's extremely rigorous bug toy schedule it's just not happening lol. Or maybe I just have to get better at shortform posting here 🤔

Yesterday I finally went out and got a foam roller & exercise ball like my PT recommended - I'm hesitant to inflate the exercise ball because I don't. have a whole lot of space in my room to keep it. but the foam roller at least is easy to store. The upper back exercise(? stretch?) they have me doing with it feels soooo good after a long day, even if it does also engage my core quite a bit.

The one thing I am having trouble with is the fact that they want me to stand during my commute more - he explained it's different from standing at work all day because at work I'm like semi-hunched over the table the whole time and I need to be using the muscles that straighten my back more but a) my legs hurty, b) train etiquette means sitting down so more ppl have room to fit in the train, and c) when I can sit down that means my commute has become valuable video game/drawing time. Maybe I'll make more of an effort to take walks on my days off instead.
salticidae: highly ornamental illustration of soundwave holding up a microphone (soundwave funk)
I ended up getting that mobile tablet for my birthday after all and it's already making it sooo much easier for me to just pick up and draw whenever I feel like it so I think this was a good decision. I even sprung for the CSP mobile plan -- partially because I forgot procreate was only for ios lol but also because I just like clip studio enough for it. I'm not on any other subscription plans for anything else right now (unless you count patreon) so it's fiiine.

Hold on. I was just wondering why it was taking so long for my prescriptions to refill and it turns out mychart says they got approved 5 whole days ago. BUT I DIDN'T GET ANY NOTIFICATIONS ABOUT THIS... HELLO? well I wouldn't really have been able to pick up in the middle of thanksgiving prep hell but I could have at least called them to let them know that. Anyway they're not even open on sundays so I'll just have to set a reminder to do it on monday.
salticidae: soundwave from tf prime extending one of his cables (tfp cable)
Had my PT appointment today and it went pretty well!  They showed me a bunch of new stretches to do and gave me a big rubber band to do some of them with. I'm going to have to get an exercise ball and a foam roller at some point on my own time though... I also need to start going on walks on my days off (for one whole hour!!!!). It'd be fun to do those out in the park but I hope the idea of going all the way out there doesn't turn out to be some kind of insurmountable waist-high fence. As it were. I mean I can just walk around my neighborhood but I would feel silly about it.

I stopped by Kinokuniya also because I was in the area already and got a bunch of my books (Dunmeshi, Dai Dark, Daemons of the Underworld) - and I finally found a copy of The Summer Hikaru Died, which was exciting but I was kind of hoping the official translation would render their accents in a less annoying way than the scanlation :/ I mean it's definitely not as bad but it's still leaning way too heavily on phonetic spelling instead of like turns of phrase. Every time I'm in Kinokuniya I want to buy gunpla too but I already have a bunch of unassembled ones just lying around... They had so many fun zeon suits including GOUFS today and it took all my willpower to put it down. I can get goufy with it later. Like after I finally free Qubeley MKII and Kshatriya from their boxes. I should just pick one and make a weekend of it tbh but they're both such big fancy models that I want to make sure I'm treating them right. Please forgive me ladies 🙇

Anyway when I got home there was a juror eligibility survey in my mailbox 😱 It was just like "are you a citizen" and "have you ever been charged with a felony" so I don't think I'm being called in just yet. But umm. Uh-oh.

salticidae: comics panel of soundwave getting humorously exploded (get exploded)
wide-angle shot of 3 sides' worth of beef unloaded onto the butcher table and hanging from the rail

Yesterday our beef delivery showed up a full half-hour before I was scheduled to clock in (already 2 hours before we even open) so I had to haul it all in before I'd even gotten a chance to do my daily stretches and I'm really feeling it today -____- The delivery drivers usually help out, so I wasn't completely on my own, but the person delivering yesterday wasn't our usual guy and he kept picking everything up in the least efficient way possible which made it all worse... Very ironic considering today I was planning on finally calling the physical therapy office my GP referred me to specifically so that I could learn better strategies for offsetting all the physical strain my job puts on me lol

UGH I JUST REMEMBERED IT'S ALL THE WAY IN MANHATTAN TOO 💀 I'm still going to call them. I am. but jesus

edit: ok I did it. ez
salticidae: GIR in his doggy suit, lounging between two giant bowls of cheese puffs (cheetoz)
I got a cat tree for Tilly to put next to my desk (because she likes to sit next to me but doesn't seem very excited about getting up on the actual desk) and it's a little bigger than I anticipated even though I did check the measurements beforehand lol... it's fine though it's just a little awkward in my room. Worst comes to worst I can move it out into the living room, I'm sure she'll be very happy with it out there too. She's been napping in my bed all day though and hasn't seen it yet. Cat tree jumpscare once she wakes up 🙀

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I've been thinking about getting a mobile tablet for drawing purposes lately... I already have like a dedicated art tablet to use with my laptop, this would be like a little general-use thing that I just coincidentally use to doodle. I've been feeling the urge more often lately and it would be way easier to use on my commute and also -- this is the real reason lol -- when Tilly's demanding I sit out in the living room with everyone 😂 I kind of want to see if I can finagle it as my birthday present since that's coming up soon, but shopping around all the different models is hard. There's too dang many of these things.

Also I started listening to NIN recently and having heard the original version of Hurt I can now say that I agree with Cori that it's better than Johnny Cash's cover. Like, the cover is good obviously. I just think the original is better.
salticidae: high-angle shot of soundwave from earthspark (essw glower)
Well I was so excited for my weekend this week and then it turns out I completely fucked myself over instead -___- Thought I was off thu/fri, went to work on wednesday and everything, but I just got an alert from my scheduling app about a shift tomorrow. Texted my manager and we worked out that i was actually supposed to be off wed/thu and somehow I just showed up on wednesday and no one realized i wasn't supposed to be there. But i can't just have off tomorrow anyway because there's too much that needs to get done (pork & lamb delivery among other things) and it was a legitimate error on my end rather than them trying to get me to come in on an actual day off.

Like I could have sworn I got an "incoming shift" alert on tuesday night. I've spent years building a habit that relies on those alerts - I even notice when I don't get one that I'm expecting. But my wednesday punches are notated differently on the scheduling app compared to mon & tues, so like... I guess I really was supposed to be off that day. They're gonna let me do half days on sat/sun to make up for it but still. Ugh. Argh.

Now I'm also upset because I had like. other more positive things I wanted to write down in here but now I can't remember any of them. Uhh one of my roommates bought us all bagels on its way back from work today. That'll be nice for breakfast tomorrow. 

I've also been thinking a lot about the new TF comics. I'm interested in where the story's going and I do love the art but I'm also kind of dreading the fact that GI Joe stuff is apparently going to be involved from the start. I do not and will never care about GI Joe no matter how much they try to rebrand it. Also if I'm being honest I'm still a little miffed that skybound hasn't even tapped Milne or Roche to do a cover yet or anything. Like it's fine on the interiors, DWJ is doing his thing very well and there's no reason to start yanking around the creative lineup before they've even got into a groove yet but man. Milne's been drawing transformers for 20 years and his art has had material impacts on the actual toys sold and you don't want to hire him to draw you a cover? :/
salticidae: highly ornamental illustration of soundwave holding up a microphone (soundwave funk)
I finally figured out how to brew lapsang souchong tea in a way that I like - this is big news because there's a half-full container of it left over from a previous roommate that I've been wanting to actually use instead of throw out 😂 and now I can! The bad news however is that even though I have ADHD caffeine immunity for basically all other teas something about this variety actually affects me. So I can't just drink a lot of it for fun.

Other recent developments: I didn't plan for this to happen but I've been broadening my horror movie horizons this year. My roommates are big horror buffs already so they always watch a bunch in October and I've sat in for a couple - so far it's been, uh. Cronos (1992) and... Goblins 2. And then I went to a movie night with some coworkers where they showed House (1977). I liked Cronos a lot, and completely unrelated to the movie itself I was just delighted to find out that Guillermo Del Toro and Ron Perlman have been working together from the beginning of Del Toro's career. Maybe at some point I'll even take initiative and actually watch Hellraiser on Cori's long-standing recommendation...

I've been watching Gundam 79 as well; technically I watched the compilation movies already but even the first time I did that I could tell I was missing stuff, and seeing Vera and Noah Cazimir watch the series got me all excited to go back to it too. The toddler segments are just as aggravatingly bleak as they were in the movies but at least I just met back up with Ranba Ral 🙏

Also. Metric has a new album out today. Some good stuff in there, although given that it's called Formentera II I can't help but compare it to the first one, and I think I like that one better. My faves off of the new one right now are Just The Once, Stone Window, and Suckers.
salticidae: comics panel of soundwave (idw sw)
Got back from my brother's wedding yesterday - it was exhausting but a lot of fun! He and his wife met at school in Vermont so they held it up there and it was such a beautiful weekend for it. We got extra lucky since the ceremony & reception were both outside lol - and some of the guests even had to drive up from Long Island through all the flooding. I didn't take a lot of pictures but if my mom sends me any good ones I might add them here later. I was In the wedding so I had to be there for rehearsal and the wedding itself obviously, plus I had to focus on remembering who all the extended family & family friends are and making conversation with them... phew.

Also my brother and his wife are/were both involved in greek life at their school so a big contingent of the wedding guests were their fraternity/sorority siblings, which didn't really help my exhaustion levels lol. It was fine though just very high energy.

I do have a picture of my outfit tho - my mom made it for me herself :3 shopping for formalwear is hell obviously but I lucked out having a mom with a textile engineering degree so I bought her the pattern and the fabric and everything and she put it all together. She also modified one of my dad's old jackets to match it but I didn't get any pictures of that.

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I realized on the first fitting months ago that the buttons started too low to cover my binder all the way but by then it was too late to do anything about 😂 It's fine though I still love how it looks - plus now I have A Formal Outfit to wear at other events in the future if I need 🙏

salticidae: comics panel of soundwave getting humorously exploded (get exploded)
In the past couple of days I got like way too into the idea of making the "living armor" dishes and started overcomplicating the whole thing so now I have to put that idea on pause until I calm down about it lmao

Basically it went like this. The recipe I saw on tumblr was essentially a miso soup with scallops but that was bc OP had texture issues with other shellfish - I don't have that issue and actively enjoy clams, and clam meat looks more like the living armor meat anyway, so I was like "ok cool. clam miso soup. easy." Except then I went and looked up some "real" recipes for that sort of thing just to make sure I wasn't completely flying by the seat of my pants here... and inevitably got distracted by all the other shellfish recipes I passed along the way. Specifically, a recipe for stir-fried snails. It got me all excited because I've never had snails before and the recipe looked easy enough (and they did do a stir fry in the living armor meal), but the problem now is that there aren't any proper Chinese markets really near me - by which I mean closer than an hour each way on the train :') I did actually just get back from scoping out a place in Brooklyn's Chinatown (and they DID have snails at least 🎉) but like I said it's not really any closer to me than the Chinatown in Manhattan.

So I'm putting that on the shelf for later.

Anyway what I'm doing instead is defrosting all the pork oysters in my freezer so I can make katsu - they make giant frog katsu in Dungeon Meshi so it all works out. It'd be nice if I could like... somehow massage the pork flavor into something resembling irl frog, but oyster steaks have a very strong flavor already so it would probably backfire on me. I'll just have to use my imagination...
salticidae: soundwave taking a nap (soundwave nap)
Getting to wear jeans and a jacket for the first time this season 🥰🍂 It's still supposed to be warm in the middle of the day but I'll take high 70s over 90+ anytime.

Things at work are still not great but I went out with some coworkers and got to vent my frustration a little so I'm feeling less bogged down by it at least. Hold on why did the font get huge suddenly. I'm typing this on my phone so I have no idea if it's going to look like that when I post or if it's just a visual hiccup.

Anyway. Hoping and praying for Dungeon Meshi by the time I'm off work. I'm also still kind of hoping this isn't actually the end but it seems like it is. Which is good for the story obviously, I just don't wanna say goodbye 😭 ...at least until the anime starts airing lol
salticidae: soundwave from tf prime extending one of his cables (tfp cable)
I've been watching old Armored Core LPs recently because I'm interested in the newest game (for extremely shallow robot reasons lol) and in retrospect I shouldn't really keep being shocked by this but the combination of these being fromsoft games in the mecha genre means they keep shooting bits of wildly concerning lore right over your head without even a little bit of followup. In these games it only comes in the form of mission briefings instead of item descriptions (there aren't really "items" that you "pick up" like in the soulsborne games, and if the mech parts you can buy in the shop menu have any description beyond their stats none of the LPers I've watched are choosing to display them) or even any cryptic NPCs you can talk to, so it's even more piecemeal and obviously biased than usual.

Mostly this means it's stuff like "hello mercenary we're hiring you to eliminate this squad of ecoterrorists from a power plant on behalf of the megacorporation that owns it" but just now the mission description opened with "The Maghrib Liberation Front is White Africa's largest anti-establishment group" and then said the fortress they were holed up in was "a holdover from the wars of ethnic cleansing"????? The mission was to blow them up but still. good lord
salticidae: soundwave from earthspark charging his shoulder cannon (es charging)
My brother's wedding is at the end of the month and I still haven't been able to find any good shoes to buy for it -____- I mean it's going to be relatively casual for a wedding so things could be worse but trying to find something in my size that goes with the rest of my outfit (dressy coveralls with modified blazer) (so like ideally I get a dressy "work" boot or something) that doesnt cost like 400 dollars is becoming a trial from god. Worst comes to worst I'm probably just going to get a basic pair of Docs since my mom already said that would be ok lol

Oh I beat Bomb Rush Cyberfunk the other day! The story ended up being a little lighter-weight than I thought it would but tbh that works for it I think. The platforming in it really is the star of the game - soooo fun and fluid.

Work is really grating on me lately :/ we don't have half the staff we should (I know everywhere is understaffed these days but this feels really egregious) so naturally instead of bothering to hire people the owner is subjecting us all to a totally unnecessary and overhyped construction project. I'm trying to keep the wise words of our friend Da Share Zone in my head but this situation is a little too complicated for me to Just Walk Out on unfortunately.

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salticidae: GIR in his doggy suit, lounging between two giant bowls of cheese puffs (cheetoz)
You know, the real adjustment period I'm having to go through with Tilly is the fact that she's the kind of cat that needs someone to watch her eat... but only after she's down to the crumbs for some reason. She scarfs down two thirds of it no problem but she needs a buddy for the rest of it. Also she keeps wandering off before she actually finishes, so I'm like "ok cool I can go do something else" and then five minutes later she's crying at me to go back and sit in front of her dish again. I have to go make dinner for me too girl

In other news I picked up Bomb Rush Cyberfunk and it's fun as hell *____* Art direction: dope. Platforming: slick. Story: just right (so far. I'm not done yet lol). Soundtrack: absolutely fucking off the charts.

salticidae: soundwave taking a nap (soundwave nap)
Guess who woke me up no less than 3 times last night!

ottolie lounging on the floor

Okay well tbh I actually don't feel that tired about it (yet), but it was still pretty funny. And it enabled me to hear that really cool thunderstorm in the middle of the night too.

The important thing is that she came up onto the bed with me several times during that period, and then when I finally woke up at my normal time she was curled up against my leg 🥺 I know it hasn't even been two days since I brought her home so I need to be more patient but I was a little worried she wouldn't want to come on the bed bc I helped her up there at one point during the day and she immediately jumped back down lol. I was also wondering how long it might take her to feel comfortable jumping up places from a tripod stance, so it's good to know she's getting back in the game already! I even had to discourage her from jumping onto my bookshelves lol

I'm still going to get her some stairs for my bed but this is a relief also because it means I don't have to worry too much about the configuration of whichever cat tree I decide to get for her eventually.

And then before I even went to bed last night she had an exciting time poking around the rest of the apartment! My brave girl...

far shot of ottolie inspecting the living room

salticidae: howlback, ravage, and glit all sleeping in a pile (kitties)
I haven't been able to get any really good pictures of miss Ottolie yet because when she's not napping under my bed she's haranguing me for scritches and won't stay still... She seems to be adjusting well so far, though, and even poked her head out of my room for a bit earlier! She hasn't shown any interest in Poptart's old cardboard hide or the fabric fishy hide that I put out, but hopefully that's only a matter of time. Well, for the fish, at least. The cardboard hide might be too saturated in Pippo smell (& fur) for her lol... but we'll see.

I'm going to go out to petsmart today and see if I can't grab her some stairs up to my bed or a nice short cat tree or something; her missing leg is an amputation rather than a congenital feature, and the surgery was only a month ago, so she's pretty clearly still adjusting to the tripod situation. Wobbly girl... I don't know if she's going to want to use anything like that just yet tbh but I'd rather have it available for her sooner than later.

She also seems to be totally uninterested in dry treats so far (although I have some Churu I want to test out on her), which is extremely funny to me given that Poptart also had no interest in treats. I'm just fated to bond with kitties who can't be treat-motivated for anything I guess 😭

Ottolie lounging under my bed


salticidae: comics panel of soundwave (idw sw)
I made (box) curry for the first time tonight and my poor potatoes all disintegrated bc I miscalculated the cooking times... VERY tasty though. It was Vermont curry and I put a bunch of pork tongue in :9 I think the head meats in general are shooting up my list of favorite cuts - I've loved tongue for a while now but the eye/ear muscles and the cheeks and everything are sooo good as well. I deboned a couple of pig heads at work today so I've got a nice bag of the meat in my fridge rn. (And it is just the meat this time as opposed to the whole deboned head - I don't have room for all the broth and lard that sort of project would produce lol)

There's just something about the flavor in the head as opposed to the shoulder or the hind. Or maybe it's the front of the body more generally? All I know is the flavor of the hind cuts has got nothing on the head and shoulder 🤌

Oh except for the oyster. Best part of the leg for real.

salticidae: highly ornamental illustration of soundwave holding up a microphone (soundwave funk)
My mom came up the other day in order to deliver me some new shelves (and a real mattress! dont tell anyone but I've been sleeping on an unfolded couch futon (with lots of extra padding but still) for the past 3 years) and I think now I have enough extra space for maybe two or three new transformers 😳 Photos below the cut:

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Also on an unrelated note I'm SO glad that T has given me the ability to enjoy cold showers. At least I'm pretty sure it's T-related 🤔 But I used to have to turn the water up to scalding every time, even in the middle of the summer, so it's suuuch a relief to be free of that now.
salticidae: soundwave from tf prime extending one of his cables (tfp cable)
Went to a little cookout in the park tonight with some of my coworkers and it was pretty fun even though it was mostly the pastry staff who I don't know as well... I ate a whole lot and I got to see a bunch of dragonflies and fireflies too so I'm calling that a win. I really want to try and get to know the pastry staff (and the staff at our other locations) better, especially because some of them are trying to Organize, but it's tough - for all the usual reasons and also because I'm the only one still masking regularly 🙃 Well. I'm doing what I can.

Also last week I was in the middle of moping about not having many new books to read & not being able to visit the library very often and then I remembered I already had the libby app downloaded. So now I'm chewing through all the Discworld books I haven't read yet as a warmup for New new stuff. I've already gone through like six of them and I'm starting to feel like my middle school self again lol


also also: I finally uploaded some new icons and it feels good. feels organic
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